Posted by: cordiallyakacaroline | February 28, 2009

Buh-Bye

I will try to make this short and hopefully sweet. Buh-bye to some people from chat and Cp whom I was mistakingly calling friends and buddies.

Bye Wolf, I had fun on our date, it was good knowing you, and I agree Nigger is a cuss word.

Bye Izzy (and Peyton too since you share computer) – I loved the video of you running in the snow with your arms flung out. You looked so happy. Hope you find more happiness.

Bye Whenn, You’re a beautiful girl. So photogenic. Hate does a terrible thing to peoples faces though. After years of it they look wicked, wrinkled, and horrible. Be careful.

Bye Millary – I hope you get into that school and use your artistic skills to their fullest.  Maybe you will be one of the few artist that find their fame while they are still living.

Bye Mr. Twinkii, I never got to know you that well, but you were a lot of fun to be around. Believe it or not I’m gonna miss you.

Bye Bryce, I hope you and Luna have a lasting friendship and a wonderful life together. If you do get to join the army or marines, stay safe.

Bye Luna, When did you start hating me? Did you always? It’s really hard to say good-bye to you. I always felt extra close to you. I wanted to read everything you ever wrote because you’re so talented and I enjoyed the way you put words together. It’s a gift that I wish I had too. If you use it, promote it, and continue to develope it, you’re going to be one of the best authors of this century. When your books hit the shelves I will buy every single one.

Buh-bye Narato and any others that I’ve missed. I’m sure you will find even more names to call me now.

To Mom and Dad (God bless his soul) thanks for raising me the way you have. I never liked the rules or the punishments either. Most of all I’ve hated the lists on the refrigerator where you pointed out how I went against the bible, God, and you, and your rules. But, even though I’ll never be perfect, I will always try to stay true to the values you’ve instilled in me even when being different and standing by them causes more pain than I ever thought I’d feel from caring for strangers.

To everyone that read this even though you had no idea what I’ve been talking about. I was hurt last night on cpbudsandme by people whom I thought were my friends. They have hated me for a long time and I was too blind to see it. In an uprising they slandered me, threatened me, and called me more names than I’ve ever heard and certainly never been called in my life. If I were to list them there would be a long line of ****s. If your parents keep you from coming to chat there are really good reasons for it. People that you meet on the internet are probably never who you really think that they are. That’s easy to forget too when you consider them your friends. The reality of chat, Club Penguin, and even in real life is that you don’t know who you are dealing with and what they feel and think inside. When you are allowed for closer contact with strangers like on chat you need to be more mature than me and not take anything you believe get in the way of the honest truth that they might be there to hurt you. Keep your personal information to yourself because it might not be verbal abuse like I suffered last night. It could possibly be something far worse.

To my friends that supported me… Thanks. It meant a lot to me. Thanks Stevie, you bring a chat down with some class.


Responses

  1. WHAT!?!?!?!? NO CORD U CANT QUIT! CUZ IF UQUIT I WILL END UP DOIN SOMETHIN BAD TO MYSELF

  2. CORD U CANT LEAVE!!!!!!! PLZZZZ DONT!! *CRIES* :( plz dont leave! i beg u! u should listen 2 wut other (stupid) ppl say! they cant take over ur life! i dont hate u, i never did, i never will. plz stay :’( this is no joke…stay.

  3. Cord, you cant quit. your one of my bestest friends.. the one that i can come to if im fighting with the others. if you quit then wat wold all the people that actually care about u do? if those people r gonna be cruel to you then just forget them. there r friends that are there for u and those who arent. you cant go. please cord dont. some people in life will hate u and others wont. its not like there will be another peerson like u. u have a big heart and r the nicest person that ive met. if u were gone, i dont think i could survive. if you go, many people would give up and just sit there in confusion. ur help has helped us all and if u leave then who would help us? we would just probably rip our faces off (ok.. maybe I would do that). but plz, i beg u, do NOT quit. just believe that some people actually care about u, and always will. ive lost friends but i dont wanna loose u. and probably other ppl dont either. you always supported me. if theyre gonna b cruel to u, then just… just forget about them, get them off ur mind, or space or w.e, and plz dont quit. u were like, my second friend on cp. and thats a long time. then i wont b able to look forward to hanging out with u on cp. all the others ignore me (wich reminds me i have to delete them). plz cord, ur like a best best best friend! plz dont quit. if u quit, then cp and wordpress would stop being fun, and id probably wouldnt touch the computer again. plz cord, i beg U… just becuase some big jerks hurt u, u shouldnt leave those who care about u. just, get rid of chat, relax… plz cord. i dont know wat i would do….

    :cry: **^…DaWnSiE…^** :cry:

  4. you guys shes not quitting shes deleting buddies that were rude beyond belief to her

  5. ohhh
    :O u mean to tell me i wrote all that for ntg?

  6. =$ i feel so embarrased *blushes*

  7. ….isnt it 12?? not 1??

  8. im not leavin. im the survivor. im not the same inside anymore. but im not going anywhere.
    cord

  9. Its ok Cord! Your super nice and funny!

  10. :( Im so sorry cord. I hope those people apologise to you, because you don’t deserve it. I will always be by your side cord and Im willing to take all the insults from others for you if its necessary. I just wish I was there last night to help you :(

    Rrayray

  11. Im not on the list am I?

  12. Cord omg u cant quit!! ur one of my best friends and if u quit..thts like ripping a giant hole in a fishing net…ur just about the one of the 8 people who i can trust to tell my problems to…but u no who u r..ANYWAYS
    if u quit tht makes me NOTHING…come on cord..plz dont quit =[ if u quit..keep in touch – bamscat11@yahoo.com or bamscat11@gmail.com
    bye for now.
    Shiver

  13. Don’t quit or go or leave if you do that would like affect everybody like tremoundously….what i really want to say i cant so in other words don’t quit because then everybody would miss you and wonder about you and i would be a part of everybody so don’t quit fly

  14. Don’t quit or go or leave if you do that would like affect a whole lot of people like tremendously …. what i really want to say i can’t so in other words don’t quit because then everyone would miss you and wonder about you and i would be a part of everyone so don’t quit fly


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